7 months later

Okay, here it goes......I started this blog with then intention to capture entering my 30's from the day I turned 30. Needless to say, that ain't happening. I completley forgot my password, let alone the email address I started this thing with...ughhhhh

So here I sit 7 months into this "30's" stage and I must say it's still a beautiful thing. There a many changes going on. I've decided that I no longer want to be married. It's hard, hardest because I'm 30, 4 kids, and a part-time job, with one hell of a writing appetite. Through all this ugliness going on the beauty of it all lies in my rediscovering or reacquainting myself with the strengths I let fall at the side of me stepping into someone I don't want to be.

I have a new love and a new passion in life. I've finally found someone who loves me for me, no bullshit added, at no additional charge. Someone who not only knows my baggage, but is willing to see me through it. Most importantly, the one person when all else fails can grab me by the collar, tell me to wake the hell up and kiss me on the lips and tell me it's going to be alright. That person is me.

Yep, and this I must say is a beautiful thang.